i was young, dumb and new to love. it was clear that neither of us were actually ready to commit, but we didn’t admit it out loud. i was forced to confess my love and you couldn’t handle it, left me to my own thoughts for several weeks, only to be forced by your friends to interact one last time. those few weeks were painful, but the one thing that really hurt me was the silence. i still don’t know if you actually liked me or just wanted me for the chase. i forgive you