Yo was the first word you said to me, no no literally. its not een supposed to be funny. The first day a boy ever texted me. I was shaking and red the whole time. I was also crying because my secret had got out because of you. I wish you had talked to me more that day. I wish we could have talked about how the stars allign with the moon and how the sunset is as gorgeous as ur eyes. But we stopped. I couldnt sleep that day i was thinking about you. The next day i actually saw you and i was avoiding all eye contact so I wouldnt blush but you didnt even look at me. I was so sad and upset you wouldnt know or understand. I was right in front of you at one point and I had to look at you because you looked beautiful that day. so better. But you didnt even look at me. All the other boys did- but i wasnt looking at them. I dont like them, i like you and denying it was a mistake. Now you have the longest conersations with my best friend and u are popular at school with all girls. I wish i was the only girl that you looked at:(
I was trying to forget about you and move on. 6 months on i forgot. But then you texted me about school. I was crying with happiness and as soons as we were actually talking you said you needed to go and left me on read. What made you want to do that? Tell me. But I tried to moe on and kept smiling throughout the day only to find out that i wasnt special. As my friend showed me her long, long conersations with him and how hes really nice and cute. I was no longer special.
I want to forget about you
so let me thank you for making me happy for 2 years. Goodbye ily