Unsent Messages

GET THE FUCK OUT. GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY MIND. I CANT FUCKING SLEEP OR EAT OR FOCUS ON ANYTHING ELSE BC I KEEP SEEING U WITH HER IN THE FRONT SEAT IN MY HEAD. I keep seeing her in all the places I used to be in while I was with you. I cant distract myself for more than two fucking minutes without the intrusive thoughts of how you started moving on to the next girl LITERALLY IN JUST 1.5 FUCKING WKS LATER LIKE I WAS FUCKING NOTHING TO YOU. Why? why Alex? what did I do to deserve this? I was fucking head over heels for you and put EVERYTHING on the line to be with you, went through so much for you and did whatever it takes to make you happy. Now I cant even have peace of mind and get some rest at night without thinking about how u just moved on and didn't say a word till I found out myself, how you left me under the impression that you still felt the same about me even if your dad had gotten in the way while you were thinking about someone else. You've no idea how badly you hurt my soul, you claim im overreacting (and yes ik yall arent dating or official but its the fact that your already willing 'to see where it goes' with someone new so soon), ig you have no idea how much I really Love/Loved you to see why im hurting so badly.