Unsent Messages

I genuinely felt blessed to have found someone who I could call my bub, my best friend and my person, all rolled into one. It was heartbreaking to have that torn away in the blink of an eye, but I’m slowly beginning to accept that it just wasn’t our time. Hopefully you never feel the same hurt and confusion you caused me, because I genuinely wish you all the happiness in the world. I know you’ll find it one day. I also know I did the right thing by taking a step back to concentrate on school and bettering my mental health, but common sense doesn’t fill the you-shaped hole in my heart. I really miss you. I really do. I know I was always too proud to admit it, but I miss you with every fibre of my being. Every day feels a little bit emptier without your laughter, because absolutely nobody compares. Nobody makes me feel so safe, secure and worthy of love. I’ll never forget you or what we had, and I solemnly promise to love you for forever and a day. I just didn’t realise our ‘forever’ would arrive so soon. I hope we find each other again one day bubba, but until then, take care :)