I don’t have the guts to talk to you about this but I really never feel like you love me. You don’t treat me like a girlfriend and I know that I’m your first but I just feel so unloved. And I still feel like my ex was the only person who ever has truly loved me. That mindset is partially my fault but it wasn’t there until you started treating me like I don’t matter to you... You not caring has caused me to feel like I have no chance at love ever again after I lost my first love. When we almost broke up I cried but like sometimes I’m confused if I should or not because I just feel so so neglected... I just want someone who loves me and doesn’t have to try to show it, they just do.