Alfie, I know that we’re best friends, and yet i feel myself so drawn to you, i want us to have the happy ending i know you want Jeff and Britta to have. You make me feel more secure than anyone else ever has. No matter whether it it’s platonic or romantic i know i love you, with all of my heart. I worry you’ll be my right person wrong time, I worry that you’ll leave me if i said how I feel, but most of all i worry that no matter what happens in the end you won’t be there. You are the love of my life in some aspect, i don’t know which aspect but i know i want you in my life for a long time. Without you, i wouldn’t be here. I wouldnt. Simple. You saved my life and i never even told you. I love you. I really really do.
