From: ABC
To: R.B
Date: September 9, 2020, 5:26 am
Daily diary entry: I always scroll through the archive hoping you’ll post something To remind me that you might still care. I have no one really and I guess I’m realizing that there’s so many things I kept from you about how I felt about things we would argue about. I wanted to protect your feelings and I think that’s where I went wrong. Because I know you’d be mad at me for a hot minute but you’d get over it like I did. Idek but I just kind of feel like if I disappeared no one would really care. Not even mom really. I feel so alone and I’m trying to make it positive but it sucks not having someone to talk to who actually wanted to talk to me. My family thinks I’m just a spoiled little bitch even if they don’t say it. But idk maybe you wouldn’t care if I disappeared either. I mean, everyone might pretend to care for a minute but then they’d stop. I just wish you cared I guess. But uh I get it. I wouldn’t care about me either. I don’t blame you and I hope for the best for you love you always