It hurts. It really does. And im tired of doing this roundabout thing. I cannot help but feel like youre lying to me.. maybe thats just my trust issues. But making a video and posting it where thousands of people can see and tell you that “you deserved better” when I tried to do everything I could to be there for you. That hurts. Especially when I tried again and again to talk to you.
I cant keep doing this to myself.
We can still be friends because I value you a lot as a person, but this isnt what I need right now. And this isnt within what I can handle either.