From: ABC
To: Alex
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:31 am
I'm so sorry im such a bad friend. You deserve someone who can be there for you always, you deserve someone who can invest their energy and time on you, you need someone who can understand you, you deserve to be loved by someone as much as you love them. I'm sorry i can't be better, i'm sorry i can't be better at cheering you up or calming you down or making you feel loved and worthy. I'm just really exhausted. I don't want you to hate me, and i don't want to leave you alone so i won't, but i don't know how to be there for you, i want to be alone myself but i don't want to leave you alone. And its not ur fault! Please don't feel like any of this is your fault cus i've felt like this way before we even met, i really don't deserve any friends because i can't give them or you the best of me. I'm so sorry, please please stay alive please promise me you will. I'm sorry for being such a bad friend.