After we broke up we didn't talk for two months. i thought i would get over u and i thought i did. until we started talking again. I was gonna say as friends in that last sentence but idk what we are tbh. one moment u called me one of the boys and minutes later ur repetitively calling me gorgeous. remember the guy i was talking to? i told u ab him the other day. I hung out with him five times and still broke things off before a relationship started. u wanna know why? because when we started talking again i realized i still love u...i told i stopped talking to him bc i was scared of a relationship bc of what u put me through. u knew u hurt me and agreed. that was part of the reason but i'll never be in a relationship with another guy until im over u. u wanna know something else? i told him all about u. and how amazing we were together. how could i be so blind and think i didn't like u anymore?