hi. i like u. like so much it hurts. you make me feel something i haven’t felt in a long long time. like i’m beautiful. and worth something. and important. and i’m sorry i’m annoying and random and all over the place. i just want to see you and talk to you and hug u. and just be there and exist together. and it hurts that i can’t. but it is what it is. and i know ur just gonna get to know me and realize it’s not what u want. and that’s ok. i’m used to it.