i don’t know why you stayed. but a part of me is thankful you left so i could figure myself out and grow. but now all of me wants you to come back. that’s all i wish for. but i know you aren’t coming back. it’s a hard truth but it’s clear that you never want to speak to me again. that hurts me a lot but i did it to myself. i know that if you ever did come back i’d drop anything and everything for you. i don’t care what it is. because you’re still the most important person to ever be in my life. and i’m sorry that i didn’t show you that before. i was so incredibly stupid. i miss you more than i’ve ever missed anyone.