From: ABC
To: J
Date: December 4, 2020, 10:19 pm
I know we weren't meant to be.
I know I am going to find someone else who is capable of loving me for who I am
I know I deserve better.
I know you didn't make me as happy as others can (friends ofc).
I know I am worthy to be loved and you didn't give me the love I needed.
But why does just a little piece in my heart want u back?
Why can't I just let you go? Why do I keep getting memories? Why do I always think about you at night? Why couldn't we just stayed friends instead of you ignoring me while we are in the same friendgroup at school? And why when we hang out with the group you always give me some kind off hope? I don't want you anymore and I know that, but why do I still feel like I have hope? I just want to let you go and let go off the memories with you. and that's what I am going to do after I submit this message. I will move on and will love myself more than anyone. Thanks for being my first love, I now know what I don't want in the next person who I am going to love. My heart shouldn't have been broken because off you
You lost me forever and I am finally going to find myself.
Bye