From: ABC
To: Lucas
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:38 am
i fucking hate u w every bone in my body but at the same time i cant bc i still care for some reason and i cant stand it. it makes me so mad to feel like this bc i cant j tell u or anything, it’s too complicated and basically i ruined everything w us bc of her and she doesn’t even like u anymore so it makes me rly mad that i put myself thru that for u and u didn’t even care i literally wanna j get u outta my head and forget but at the same time ur lil games changed me into a better person but she thinks she has control over me now bc i gave u up for her. honestly idfc abt u anymore and i hope u get ur heart broke by ur new crushie bc i cant even think abt u without getting mad anymore and i hate feeling like that but then again u were so good to me until u fucked everything up and it’s partly my fault ngl but i cant believe u would even do that to someone it’s so fucking disrespectful but i’ll never even get to ask u if u even cared cuz ur such a bitch and i never wanna speak to u again but i still want things to go back to how they were before u were such a bitch that u made me resent u for it and it makes me j so angry i wanna punch u UGHHH