From: ABC
To: cal
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:06 pm
it's funny, we were only friends but I still see you as my first love & I guess its something to do with how quickly we got close and how quickly it all burnt out. I know we both fucked up with what we had but I just wanted to say I miss you. 2020 was shit enough without losing you and I go through our messages more often than I'd care to admit because it brings me comfort to know that nothing can be worse than me losing you. You were my best friend and I can't believe I threw that all away. I know there's almost no chance you'll see this but I love you, I still do, I probably always will & I truly want the best for you, whether that be with or without me. I hope you get nothing but happiness this year. Thank you for the closure I've got from this. Goodbye