I know we realistically never fit together but sometimes I do feel this pull towards you that I can’t stop myself from thinking it’s fate and it’s so stupid but I can’t explain the feeling. perhaps it’s just that us together never truly happened— and I’m fantasizing happiness out of this because you never hurt me like other people did. But that acknowledgement still doesn’t stop this feeling I have.
I feel like it would never work but you know it’s that whole what if. When this is all over maybe we should go for a pint and talk.