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g,
when i first met you, i instantly found you so attractive. i remember being in the pool standing next to you thinking wow this kid is so hot. little did i know i would completely fall for you. the first time we hooked up, i was so nervous. i kept scrambling my words together and my heart was racing so fast. i really like kissing you. that whole next week i had never felt so star struck before. all i could think about was the next time i would see you and what would happen. anytime i would get a notification from you my heart would stop. hanging out with you made me the happiest girl ever. i knew that we would never date and for a while i was perfectly fine with that. then one friday, i hooked up with you and i truly started to feel something. later that night i snuck out to see you. that’s when i could tell i rlly liked u. the way i could tell was i was in the worst mood and my friends were being annoying, but i still wanted to kiss you. since that night it’s felt like nothing has been the same. i’ve been so confused bc every time i get a buzz i’m praying it’s you but it isn’t. what happened? what did i do? i rlly like you. you changed me for the better and you actually made me really happy. thank you. i pray one day you’ll answer me. my heart really hearts, g.
with so much love,
C.