Unsent Messages

oh god you dont know the effect you have on me, the way you just sleep on my shoulder or chest and hold my hand when french class gets boring, the way you enjoy teasing me while i tease you too, the way you act touchy to only me and no one else your friends are surprised by that fact lol i didnt even notice it till others did, the way you flirt when someone ships us, the way that you trust me with your deepest secrets, the way you laugh, oh and how your hair just perfectly goes fits your body, how your milky brown eyes light up when talking about a thing you love, the way your nose scrunches up when someone teases you and you cant tease them back, the way your voice sounds so smooth and soft while also sounds rigid and firm like a person who isnt scared to hurt anyone that hurts a helpless person, and ik that your straight and we won't ever be a thing, but you were the first person ive ever liked hell maybe even loved, and now you cant see this because your out of my life now, i know i wont forget you, you may though which does scare me but thats fine, hopefully someday we can meet again and rekindle our friendship, but till then good luck life.