Unsent Messages

i think that you think you’re the only one that lost something and if i’m wrong, i’m sorry. you lost yourself but so did i. the relationship put me down too. but the difference between us is that after all of it. all of the crying. the fucking hurt. i’m the only one that’d go through it again. after time apart i’ve realized i could never hate you, not even a little. when i think about you now my heart still skips beats. weird and stupid but i still love you and i can’t change that. if you came back i know i’d do everything i could to show you i’m not the same anymore. i’m a lot happier. i like dancing. i like singing. i like my hair down. i finally love and appreciate my smile. stupid things but i know, you know that i never did those things. the one thing that hasn’t changed is my love for you. it’s grown the same way i have. i hope you’re doing good. i hope you’re happy and i hope you get into a good college. even though we don’t talk and you don’t want to just know that i’m proud of you and the things you’ve accomplished. you deserve more than what this world could ever give.