i love you so much and just you dont really understand at all, i mean like i have feelings for you okay. but you see me as a friend. im starting to give up you just ignore me and talk to her now i thought finally maybe u guys like didnt talk anymore but no, and what hurts more is she knows i like you but idk man i cry over you everyday and you are starting to not talk to me, i feel like whenever you say that you love me its not true because somehow you spell it wrong every fucking time is it because you dont or what. i really dont know what to do anymore your my best friend but i wish we were more than that but if we were then i know there will be heart break to come i wouldnt know when but it would happen. i just want us to be together like forever and like not be toxic or anything. i just want you and you dont understand. it's killing me, please