Unsent Messages

I hate you... I hate you the most because you lied. You told me it was only me forever and I was willing to wait for that. You just dropped me just like that when someone new came when i was the one who was always there even if it wasn't really us. But i hate you more for the reason that you're my best friend i don't know when but somehow you took his place and you became my best friend. I loved talking to you about everything and playing impostor and when you asked about my day and you helped me with my outfits and told me i was pretty and were my best friend and then someone new shows up and im abaondoned again. All over again i'm all alone which is why i hate myself more than you i let back in again. i let you weasle your way into my fragile sensitive heart and you broke it all over again which is why never again will i let you in never ever ever again will i let you come and take a piece of me for your entertainment i was building you up and you were breaking me and you will be sorry i promise you when it's time and you're all alone again i will not be there it will not be me who helps you throgh your hard times just to end up in my own, because now when i think of you my throat gets all twisty and my eyes get watery and it feels just like the first time you left and I'll never tell you how bad it hurts.