Unsent Messages

Do you still love me? It’s been over a month sense you left, and we still talk every day, we still have sleepovers, and you come over whenever you can... but your moving on? You have Eli you have Eli and I have to keep telling myself that it’s the only way i keep myself from simply kissing you out of nowhere. Just like in the cheesy Hollywood movies that I know you pretend to hate. I miss when we used to stay up till 2am watching those cheesy movies I love. You’d protest it, but then when the main characters would finally kiss you’d go crazy with me. Then after that your force us to go to bed by simply putting yourself to bed knowing I’d follow your example.
I miss in the mornings, waking up a few hours early and crawling into bed with you, we’d go back to sleep together for a few hours. Eventually you’d wake up and I’d get to see your gorgeous smile again when you realised I was next to you.
I miss texting you good morning and goodnight every single day.
I miss your kisses especially the Spider-Man kisses.
I miss holding your hand and freaking out our schools homophobes.
I miss telling you I love you.
I miss everything.
I know we’re young but I know, I really do love you.
But you fell out of love with me and there’s not much I can do about that. I just want to hold your hand one more time. I want to kiss you one more time. I want to tell you I love you and hear it back, just one more time.