I wonder if you see these? I like to think that you do!

I still have your Christmas and birthday gifts! I really hope that we stay as friends, and I get to see you be happy even moreso then you are now. Im sorry how I acted in those few last months, it wasn't fair on you and I appreciate that now. I am sorry for how I hurt you, I hope one day we can heal and grow together, and be forever thankful of our time together!

after all, you were my first love, and helped me to grow and explore myself! this colour is your eyes (without the piss colour mixed in((jk jk jk jk)))

but genuinly, you are so much damn stronger then you could ever know or ever see. you have been through more then millions go through in an entire lifetime. and I thank you for sharing that part of me with you

may all your scars heal soon, both emotional and physical