Hi Ollie,
I doubt you'll ever see this, but it I wanted to say this when I was too afraid to tell you. I'm sorry I pushed you away, I push everyone away. I don't know how to reconsile good people with myself. You are such a beacon of light and goodness. You where always so caring and kind, i don't want to darken that. I'm scared that just knowing me will hold you back. I still care for you, so much. I kept those boots.