Hi Sebastian. It's been a little over a year now, since we last spoke. I miss you, but also still hate you. You broke my heart that evening, when you told me you had found someone. I really thought we had a chance, despite the distance. I hate how hard it is to forget you. You broke my heart, and we had never even been in the same room. I hope you and her are happy, because I do wish the best for you, even if it is not with me.
A part of me still wishes I had never met you, that day in February in that one game. How easier it would have been, but then again, I would have never experienced just how happy you made me in those 11 months we knew each other.
I loved you, I truly did. Even if what we had was not love but not only friendship, I still loved you.
I miss you - and I need to let go.
