i really love you. like more than you will ever know, you make me feel so happy and you make me laugh when i’m at my lowest, i don’t think there is even a moment when i’m around you that i don’t smile and laugh, even though you don’t feel the same i obviously have to go on without you because you have her. i don’t know why i fell in love with you, you just make me feel so safe and comfortable. i don’t think anyone has made me feel like that. i just want to be with you but i can’t. but i hope you too last as you deserve everything and more, i really hope that you are happy even if that puts me in pain, but i would do anything for you so don’t worry about that. i love you ok