i have been in love with you for as long as i can remember and you've helped me through a lot of hard stuff in my life and you were my best friend for so long but honestly i feel like i don’t even know you anymore and i can’t even say i miss you when i’m not around you because i don’t miss you, i miss the person you used to be. and i know that we will never work and i should just give up on trying at this point but i cant because i don’t want to give up on our fairytale. that’s what we would be, a perfect fairytale. but it’s just not realistic and i know it will never happen and i disagree with so many of the things you do but then i spend two minutes with you and suddenly i’m right back where i was all those years ago when you actually noticed me instead of just thinking of me as the girl you used to know.