sometimes i feel like i don't matter at all to you, except i find myself running back. you already told me months ago that you no longer have feelings for me, and i am working to accept that and move on but it is so hard when everything reminds me of you. often i wonder if you ever even liked me at all. i don't know what to believe anymore. wherever you are i hope you are happy. i miss you and all the time we spent together, you made me feel special. unlike anything i've felt, ever, but i hope i can find that again with someone else. you're everything and more but, you and i are over. thank you for everything.