Unsent Messages

I just wish you'd be there for me like i would for you, heck at least half as much as i would, I wish I wasn't pushed to the curb as much. I wish i felt like i mattered. Is talking about my feeling and needs even worth it? ive been trying to tell you for a while now, ive been struggling to bring myself to talk about it, and every time i do work up the courage... I get turned away, you told me to just 'hold it for later' without any concern on how im feeling or how serious it might be, you dont realize how inconsiderate it was for you to just tell me to just hold it for later; you could have at least been more polite to me about it. I feel like our friendship is starting to become a one -way bridge now, forget relationship, it used to never be like this during our friendship