it’s funny cause I gradually stop thinking ab you over time. For some reason, I sometimes reflect on you for just a second and it completely changes my emotions for the day. Like damn, maybe if u put myself out there you would acknowledge me. It’s been like that my whole life. Time to pack up and move on to the next. But if it feels any better, I loved you over anyone the most. I pondered and dreamt about you the most. I still do.