what i dont understand is how you can just hurt me like that and yet go on your day without an apology or anything. There is no remorse for the effects you do on me. but I stay anyway because i love you and i feel that i cant do anything without you. but you don't know that, and I'm too scared to tell you. i need you even when i say that i don't. ill let you kill me and id still would want to come back to you and i hate it. i got too attached too quickly, which also makes me hate you. but then somewhere in me i know i fucking love you