From: ABC
To: alfie
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:30 am
school with you was great, even though i always felt uncomfortable because i knew you didn’t want me around, and even today when we meet up i feel like you are only ever comfortable just the two of us, and when it is just the two of us it feels great, and you’re so lovely, but i always want more and that’s my greatest downfall, ruining things when they’re ok because i want more. it’s funny because as a girl you don’t think me snd you would do the things we do, i’m the one to carry you when you hurt your foot, i’m the one who’s taller than you most of the time, but i wouldn’t have it any other way, thankyou for the happiest years of my life and letting your family build relationships with you, thankyou for playing games with me when i’m on my own,
thankyou for inviting me on bike rides with you and your brother and archie, thankyou for all the birthday parties and the holidays. thankyou for the pink arsenal scarf, thankyou for smoking paper out my kitchen window, thankyou for everything.
