From: ABC
To: El
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:28 am
god i miss you so much when i shouldn't. you hurt me so bad , you lied to me and my friends. but you were so nice to me , how can i forget you ? i wanted to stay friends after it all even though i shouldn't be. i missed you , i still do. i cried myself to sleep so much the day you said you " passed " i had to find out at 7 am in the morning that you lied to me. all the messages i sent , you read them all. i talked about how much i missed you and my day . . . you read them all yet you never replied. i had a dream you were back. do you know how painful it was to tell your friends ? god it hurts so much el. i want things to go in reverse. it was almost my birthday when you did all that . . . it was also almost our two year friend anniversary. i was gonna meet u and live by you !! but then you left me. why'd you lie. el why ? WHY ?