I just don’t know what to do anymore. I still do have feelings but I’m so conflicted. I’m so lost. It’s like I’m hopelessly stuck in a purgatory of feelings that I can’t escape. I feel like giving up for good but a part of me just refuses to let go. I’ve never experienced this, I’m usually immediately past all of this but I’m stuck and I don’t know why. But you’ll never care to take the chance. Your focus would rather be on other people and continuing to make me feel unwanted and that I don’t matter to you. Mais c’est la vie.