we liked each other so much. where did it all go wrong. granted i never told you and that my have been on me but god, i'm sure i made it pretty obvious. i hate myself for not ever telling you, we could've actually gone somewhere. i miss the trips when we would go camping and fuck around in the rain. i miss messing with you for wearing a beanie too high up on your head. i miss babysitting your little sister. i miss you so fucking much. i hurt you though. i don't know if i will ever be able to forgive myself for how manipulated you because was a ware of how much you liked me. i'm so sorry and i hope we cross paths soon again, ciao