you really had me there. made me believe i was something special. made me believe you felt the same way about me. and then you ignored me, and pushed me away. and then you did what you did on new year’s eve and i finally realized. you can say what you want, but you’re still in love with her. and she is messing with you and she doesn’t even care. she’s using you. i am just really tired. tired of being lied to. tired of being the second choice. i’m hurt. you hurt me. and you don’t even care. you never cared. i hope you realize what you lost.