From: ABC
To: george
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:26 am
you were the first and only person i have ever had true feelings for. right person at the wrong time i guess. i just thought i should let you know incase you ever see this, that i know i never really showed it but words cannot describe how much i love you. the only reason i ended things was because at the time i hated myself so much to the point where i pushed everyone away (including you) because if i couldn't love myself then i wasn't sure that anybody else could. but now looking back at things you were the only person that made me happy. i still remember all the little things. when you got back in touch and asked to facetime me i panicked all day and the only reason i kept making excuses after that was because i knew that i would probably fuck things up. i mean i did either way didn't i... anyways i hope one day we talk again, and if not then i just wanted to say i love you :(