you told me to leave you alone. so i did, i just wish i would've known what i did to make you so upset all the time. i wish we didn't have to end like that. im sorry. i really am. i'm sorry i don't ever try, i've given up and it's hard to do anything or even be functional. i deleted everything i had that reminded me of you, but you still can't be rid from my mind. god damn you for making me love you like this. i hate you, but my heart still aches for you. wish you'd text me one last time. i'm sorry bubba. goodbye. i love you, i always had.