Unsent Messages

85-136) this is the longest it’s been since I was here. It’s not like I didn’t check but I couldn’t bring myself to type anything out it just seemed wrong I kept thinking, hoping you would come back but you didn’t. I’m ok with that I’m moving on I’m starting to like someone actually he’s kind to me. We seem to have more in common than you and me when it comes to beliefs anyhow. I miss you bubba I still think of you from time to time but you don’t take up as much. I think I’m healing and I mean it. I love and adore you still but you were right it’s not the right timing maybe it never was it might never be but I know that if we don’t end up together some day we know we will have went wrong. I’m still waiting the year out I promised you that I promised myself that. Only time can tell. Bubba just know that you were my true love. Cause baby at 16/17 it’s always true love. Thank you for being there when I needed it. Oh and pls be proud of me or whoever sees this I’m nearly 3 months sh free it’s took a while but I’m learning to love myself the way you did once. Love you always and forever , baba