shit. i like don’t know hot explain it but i miss you so much. like i know that sounds weird because we literally hated each other, but did we really? i have thought about you everyday for 8 months. i don’t know why. i really don’t know how to explain it. I’ve even had dreams of you. I’m trying to move back. I called you on “accident” a few months ago because I wanted to see what happens. i don’t think of you in a love way but like i best friend way. It’s so weird. I don’t know what the fuck happened, but i miss you.