I wish I didn't respond to you a few weeks ago. I regret even texting you this week too. You don't say anything back to me anymore. It's like talking to a damn wall, where I just listen to my own voice bounce against it to emphasize how quiet it really is. Just be real with me Eli. I'm so damn tired. I just wish I could have my friend back and have a good talk with him like before. Please, just one last time.