Unsent Messages

I went through the worst hour of my life right now. I just finished my first semester of college with a perfect gpa. I honestly had everything, even made deans list. But I pushed away my bestfriends, broke up with my boyfriend and was doing so well. But in this past hour I sat here and gave up. If I was someone else watching like a fly on the wall I wouldn't even be able to watch. A girl who worked her ass off to get where she is shuts down and breaks down. I really felt like giving up. But I'm not gonna let myself do that. I have so much more in me to give even if I can't see it right now. There are so many people in this world who may care about me even though I don't know it. I promise you I won't give up. Let people come in an out of my life but I'm going to keep pushing myself no matter what. I can do more, I am worth more.