i know what i did was the lowest of the low and i’ll forever be remorseful. but i wish you would stop hurting me back. stop coming into my life again and getting my hopes up just to leave and send me back to square one. i’m trying so hard to forget you. i’ve spent months not eating and crying myself to sleep over you and the situation. it’s making me feel crazy. clearly i can’t let this go so i need you to do that for me. as much as i wish it was different and hate to admit it i know we’re not meant to be