hi shawn. i literally thought i was asexual before i realized how much i loved you. we are best friends and our friendship has always been really strong. of course i have made several mistakes, but our bond is strong. so strong. i know you don’t feel the same about me. i just know it. but i really wish you knew how much i care for you. i haven’t found anyone else that i feel the same about. it’s you. it will forever be you. i’ve loved you for years, and each day before i start the next i think about you. words can’t express how much i love you. you’re my best friend and honestly... someone who i will always have feelings for no matter what at this point. i love you.