From: ABC
To: Victor
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:07 am
we havent been together for a while, but for some reason i have always found a way to keep you in my life. whether its as friends or more, i have always wanted you there, but now i think i have finally realized that i need to let go of you, for good. i have to let go and stop referring to you as my first love and more as the guy i used to love. you can't be that important to me, you cant constantly be in my mind, when I'm never on yours. i wish we were able to walk into this year as friends in a healthy friendship, but i dont think that's possible. i think i have come way too far to let you know about me and who i have become, i dont think you deserve that. so while i dont wish you harm, i dont think i want you in my life anymore, but you will always be in the back of my head, and I'm okay with that.