Unsent Messages

i don’t know if the thought of me and what could’ve been crosses your mind. i don’t know if you even give one single fuck about me. you’re still constantly on my mind, i just got better at hiding it. it still doesn’t make sense to me. was i really anything to you other than a chance to have a girlfriend? i know what i did wrong and it’s my biggest regret but no matter how long we’ve gone without talking and how long we decide to ignore each others existence, i still love you and care about you. i would still do anything for you. i don’t know if we’re ever going back to how we were. the sad thing is i still have hope we will even after everything i went through after you chose to throw away 3 years for someone you barely know. what’s wrong with me? everyone made it so hard on me when i would hang out with you or even talk to you but i just ignored it because i really liked you and i’ve never met anyone like you. i had a special connection with you but i’ll never know how you felt. i wish we could’ve actually told each other. i wish you luck and i want you to be happy, but not with her.