i hate that we are and still in the same friend group because i get reminded of what happened every time our friend group hangs out; it took me 2 years to get over you, but i think you only dated me out of pity because of how much i liked you. even though i think you did this, you still treated me well and it made me fall for you even more. you are like bittersweet chocolate. please sometimes i wished we never dated or i ever liked you because of all the pain i went through after the break up, but at the same time, this experience taught me confidence and love myself even more so i thank you for that.