Unsent Messages

Hey, it's been a rly long time since we've had a sincere conversation. Welp, here I am writing to this random website about you. God, you made me so happy and so so sad at the same time. I loved you so much and you had to leave me so soon. Everyday when I woke up, I would check my phone for you. I would make more time out of my day for you. I got in trouble for being on my phone too much because I was texting you. And now here we are again, just two random people living on this earth. It seems that you have developed some type of anger or hatred for me and I'm okay with that. I'm so so grateful that you came into my life as a lesson because now, I'm way stronger than I have ever been. You taught me what love is, you taught me what pain is, and you taught me what heartbreak was. Here I am now, completely moved on from you somehow, happy without any other guy. You played me and that made me question my worth but in the end, it all made sense. I will always have a spot for you in my heart, just not one where I cry myself almost every night because you didn't reply to my message. Now, I met someone new and someone they left me too lol..it hurts so much but these occurrences are what make me strong and confident without any validation from another guy. I hope your happy off with whatever you are doing now and I wish the best for you. You are a great guy and I hope you end up with someone that is truly meant for you. Love always, A.