i regret leaving you because you "cheated" on me. we weren't even dating but it was so real in my mind that you being with her felt like you were cheating on me. I should have stayed. Because now that i know what life is like without you I don't want to life. Its too late now though, you have a girlfriend...and i recently broke up with mine. but god do i miss you. sounds cliche but i do think of you first thing when i wake up and you are in my last thoughts before sleep. i act okay but when i hear your voice during class i want to cry and my heart starts beating so fast i think i will faint. why did i leave? i should have stayed, through the jealousy and the pain. why didn't i stay..give me a sign please ill change, ill be better i swear, ill go to therapy and stop being self destructive just take me back. please.
