From: ABC
To: R
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:01 am
i am in so much pain i dont understand how you could just forget me like this you never text me anymore you act like you dont care was everything you said just a lie?? i really dont understand you fucking told me you loved me?? like what the fuck did u even mean that shit? u rlly dont act like u do now. and i want what is best for you 100% which is why im not mad you broke up with me but i am really upset because now u dont talk to me and i feel like all of our love was a fucking lie. u view all my shit and never say anything u see i be sad over shit and dont say nothing and i genuinely feel like u dont fucking care at all and its a really sucky feeling. ive been heartbroken before as u know but it has never ever felt like this because i saw actual potential in you and us and our bond no matter what we were to each other and you were special to me and i would fo amything for you to talk to me again i know u r coming home soon im too scared to txt u but i rlly feel like we shud see each other again and talk ab shit. u will never see this and if u do ik u will make fun of me for doing it on this cringey ass shit but i just never wud b able to send this lmao. i felt so lucky to have met you and i believe we met for a reason. it sucks to feel like ur fine with just letting this bond die out. u prolly will never see but if u do, text me i still love u loser and i think ab u all the time. i hope youre okay i hope ur mental health is okay i hope u r happy thats all i rlly want ig i just dont understand where i stand to u anymore or what the fuck changed idek what im saying at this point its 2am and i fucking miss u
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im actually insanr yea i know whatevet tho i just rlly care ab u